Post by OMG IT'S CHARLIE on Jan 15, 2013 9:57:49 GMT -8
27. ASSISTANT TOUR DIRECTOR . RECKLESS . RESPONSIBLE . CAREFREE . PUNK DADDY
describing my personality is really difficult for me to do, just simply because i feel like there are so many sides to me that i'm almost a bunch of different people crammed into one. on the one hand, i'm super responsible, especially when it comes to my job and kid - but when it comes to myself, not so much. too many bones have been broken because of my reckless behavior and i don't even regret it a little bit. obviously, people might see me as a dirty punk kid with a shit load of tattoos and that's fine, if they want to judge, i don't really care. it's only when people somehow manage to compare me having tattoos with how i raise my son. that i am not okay with.
most of the time, i can be pretty docile, unless i'm not a fan of someone. if i don't like you, you know who you are without me even saying a word. having lived in the slums of chicago, i've learned to fight for what i want and stand my ground. yet again, this is why i have broken so many bones in my body. i mean, because i have my son now, i avoid violence because i really don't want my son to grow up thinking it's okay and, plus, a lot of my fights were started after the consumption of alcohol, something i don't do anymore.
when it comes down to my friends, i'm a pretty loyal person; i stick by those who i know would do the same for me and defend them until my dying breath. obviously, not everyone has returned the favour and i've lost friends because of it, but i believe that's just all part of life's course. besides, i don't want my son growing up around people who just use others for their own gain, so it's good i cut them out early.
romance is not even an option right now. i have my job and my son, i don't really have time for an actual relationship. i have a few girls of whom i am rather close with and we use each other for sexual needs, but they are all also good friends of mine. i'm sure, if the situation were different, one or two of these women could potentially be a relationship partner, but i just don't see it happening right now. besides, it takes a whole lot of woman to handle me and my antics.
most of the time, i can be pretty docile, unless i'm not a fan of someone. if i don't like you, you know who you are without me even saying a word. having lived in the slums of chicago, i've learned to fight for what i want and stand my ground. yet again, this is why i have broken so many bones in my body. i mean, because i have my son now, i avoid violence because i really don't want my son to grow up thinking it's okay and, plus, a lot of my fights were started after the consumption of alcohol, something i don't do anymore.
when it comes down to my friends, i'm a pretty loyal person; i stick by those who i know would do the same for me and defend them until my dying breath. obviously, not everyone has returned the favour and i've lost friends because of it, but i believe that's just all part of life's course. besides, i don't want my son growing up around people who just use others for their own gain, so it's good i cut them out early.
romance is not even an option right now. i have my job and my son, i don't really have time for an actual relationship. i have a few girls of whom i am rather close with and we use each other for sexual needs, but they are all also good friends of mine. i'm sure, if the situation were different, one or two of these women could potentially be a relationship partner, but i just don't see it happening right now. besides, it takes a whole lot of woman to handle me and my antics.
24. VOCALS & SCREAMS. SUCCUBUS . INTIMIDATING . LAID-BACK . KIND . CONFUSED
a lot of people would like to call me a 'veteran' of touring, if only because i've lasted longer than five years in the industry. it's a competitive world out there and myself and my band have done everything ourselves; we just got a manager this year and all five of us are still kind of adjusting to it. i mean, it's hard for me to let go of control of that aspect of things, but i know that it's the best for all of us because no we can concentrate on the important thing and that's the music.
i'm a pretty laid back person and pretty easy going when it comes to most things. so, naturally, i really dislike drama and tend to avoid it, if i can; i don't do well with confrontation and will probably just walk away from a fight, rather than reciprocate. however, if my friends or someone i care about is thrown into the mix, i can get pretty mean. my friends are my life and i will do anything and everything to protect and defend them. of course, i realize that not everyone returns the favour, but i do it because i think they deserve it. if they don't think i deserve the same, then let them.
romance is on the bottom of the priority list; i'm too involved with my music and my career to even think about another person. it sounds mean, but it is really hard to keep a relationship while on the road and this isn't me just bullshitting. i know from experience just how hard it is to do the long distance thing. it doesn't matter how much you love someone, if there is a distance between you, it's really hard to stay together.
though, this isn't to say that if the right man or woman walked into my life i wouldn't snatch up at the opportunity. if they decided that they wanted to be with me so bad that they would go on tour with me, i'm sure we could make it work. it would also make things easier for me, too. i don't enjoy touring all that much; i enjoy meeting people and performing, but i don't like being away from home for too long. i'm a twenty-four year old woman and i miss my mommy and daddy constantly. i'm just one big, huge baby. haha.
i'm a pretty laid back person and pretty easy going when it comes to most things. so, naturally, i really dislike drama and tend to avoid it, if i can; i don't do well with confrontation and will probably just walk away from a fight, rather than reciprocate. however, if my friends or someone i care about is thrown into the mix, i can get pretty mean. my friends are my life and i will do anything and everything to protect and defend them. of course, i realize that not everyone returns the favour, but i do it because i think they deserve it. if they don't think i deserve the same, then let them.
romance is on the bottom of the priority list; i'm too involved with my music and my career to even think about another person. it sounds mean, but it is really hard to keep a relationship while on the road and this isn't me just bullshitting. i know from experience just how hard it is to do the long distance thing. it doesn't matter how much you love someone, if there is a distance between you, it's really hard to stay together.
though, this isn't to say that if the right man or woman walked into my life i wouldn't snatch up at the opportunity. if they decided that they wanted to be with me so bad that they would go on tour with me, i'm sure we could make it work. it would also make things easier for me, too. i don't enjoy touring all that much; i enjoy meeting people and performing, but i don't like being away from home for too long. i'm a twenty-four year old woman and i miss my mommy and daddy constantly. i'm just one big, huge baby. haha.
25. VOCALS & ORCHESTRA . HELLBOUND NATION . DETERMINED . OUTSPOKEN . BUBBLY
throughout my whole life i have been called the cute one and i guess i should take it as a compliment but at times it just completely frustrates me. i would much rather be called the 'beautiful' one or the 'hot' one if only because it would make me seem more like a woman rather than a girl. after turning twenty, i realized just how much i wanted to seem more mature and i've been trying so hard but it's just not working. i'm completely immature; i laugh at poop jokes and i have seen every single episode of spongebob square pants. after a few months of trying to act mature, i realize that i am never going to change.
there are a lot of times that i feel myself go on tangents about things that i'm sure people are sick of hearing my talk about. i'm not very good at keeping my emotions inside so i usually run off and vent to others about my problems; yes, i have vented or 'bitched' about my friends to other people before. however, i would expect that they do the same about me. never in my life have i understood why people get pissed off when they find out someone has been bitching about them. it's just how human nature works; if someone has pissed you off, it's alright to vent about it. there is a difference between venting and spreading rumors and it's a fine line but i think i see it fairly clearly.
if i don't like you, you'll know. like i said before, i am terrible at keeping my emotions in check and if i don't like you, it's written all over my face. i've never got into a fight in my life, but there were times where i did feel like acting on my violent impulses. instead, yell and i am a very loud person for how innocent and young i look. it shocks people sometimes.
i'm the type of person who holds herself accountable for her actions; if i'm caught lying about something, i admit it and take the punishment. only i have responsibility for my own actions and at a young age i learned that. i've realized that if you own up to your mistakes, people are more likely to forgive you and still hold a little bit of respect for you.
romance is in my life for the first time and i couldn't be happier; the love that i have with my boyfriend just does not compare to anything i've ever felt before. there were many times where i felt that i could be in love, but then all too soon after there is something in my head that clicks and tells me that it wasn't what i thought it was. this time, it's for real and i'm cherishing it for as long as i can because, as strong as i think we are now there's no telling how easily this whole thing could fall apart
there are a lot of times that i feel myself go on tangents about things that i'm sure people are sick of hearing my talk about. i'm not very good at keeping my emotions inside so i usually run off and vent to others about my problems; yes, i have vented or 'bitched' about my friends to other people before. however, i would expect that they do the same about me. never in my life have i understood why people get pissed off when they find out someone has been bitching about them. it's just how human nature works; if someone has pissed you off, it's alright to vent about it. there is a difference between venting and spreading rumors and it's a fine line but i think i see it fairly clearly.
if i don't like you, you'll know. like i said before, i am terrible at keeping my emotions in check and if i don't like you, it's written all over my face. i've never got into a fight in my life, but there were times where i did feel like acting on my violent impulses. instead, yell and i am a very loud person for how innocent and young i look. it shocks people sometimes.
i'm the type of person who holds herself accountable for her actions; if i'm caught lying about something, i admit it and take the punishment. only i have responsibility for my own actions and at a young age i learned that. i've realized that if you own up to your mistakes, people are more likely to forgive you and still hold a little bit of respect for you.
romance is in my life for the first time and i couldn't be happier; the love that i have with my boyfriend just does not compare to anything i've ever felt before. there were many times where i felt that i could be in love, but then all too soon after there is something in my head that clicks and tells me that it wasn't what i thought it was. this time, it's for real and i'm cherishing it for as long as i can because, as strong as i think we are now there's no telling how easily this whole thing could fall apart
22. ROADIE . MEAN SPIRITS . GOOFY . POT HEAD . PUSHOVER . MILD TEMPERED
i'm a pretty easy going guy over all. i don't get angry ever, and i mean ever. i don't think i have ever really shown anger towards anyone if only because i've got so good at repressing it. almost everyone i tell that to, says that i need to go see a shrink, but i've come to accept who i am and in the long run, i don't think it'll have too many damaging effects. plus, smoking a bunch of weed usually calms me down, if i ever feel angry enough to actually show my temper.
i have a twin brother and him and i are pretty much the same person, just that he's two minutes older than i am. he is my best friend and if you don't accept him, you pretty much don't accept me if only because our personalities are so a like that it's not understandable for you to like one of us and not the other. at least in my mind.
throughout my recent years, i've dated a couple of people and never really found myself completely invested. there hasn't been a person who has completely captured my interest and i don't think that there will be for a very long time. i get distracted by things very easily and people always tell me that i have a mild case of ADD, so that could possibly be it? but i'm sure if i find the right girl i'll settle down for her. but, until that time, i'm playing the field and letting myself just do whatever.
i'd like to think that i'm a pretty decent friend; i mean, i've done things i definitely regret. i've made out with a best friend's girlfriend but i was intoxicated. i felt terrible after that and the two of us are no longer friends, but i've definitely learned from my mistake and will not be doing that again...i hope.
i have a twin brother and him and i are pretty much the same person, just that he's two minutes older than i am. he is my best friend and if you don't accept him, you pretty much don't accept me if only because our personalities are so a like that it's not understandable for you to like one of us and not the other. at least in my mind.
throughout my recent years, i've dated a couple of people and never really found myself completely invested. there hasn't been a person who has completely captured my interest and i don't think that there will be for a very long time. i get distracted by things very easily and people always tell me that i have a mild case of ADD, so that could possibly be it? but i'm sure if i find the right girl i'll settle down for her. but, until that time, i'm playing the field and letting myself just do whatever.
i'd like to think that i'm a pretty decent friend; i mean, i've done things i definitely regret. i've made out with a best friend's girlfriend but i was intoxicated. i felt terrible after that and the two of us are no longer friends, but i've definitely learned from my mistake and will not be doing that again...i hope.
23. BLOGGER . BITCH . BLUNT . TEMPERAMENTAL . COLD . BROKEN . MISUNDERSTOOD
drama is pretty much my life. i make a living off of it and thus i tend to cause a bit of a scene every now and again. not a lot of people can handle my personality, because of it, but i don't really give a flying fuck. haha. i'm not the type of person who acts a certain way just to make people happy. i am who i am and if you can't take the heat then just keep walking! there aren't many people that i get along with and thus i have few friends that i actually rely on. i have plenty of party buddies and even more fuck buddies, but actual friends are hard to come by for me. if only because i rarely let anyone in about myself.
i get into lots of fights with pretty much anyone. i don't judge. well. i do and i do it often. who am i kidding? i don't like fake bitches; girls who pretend like everything is good in the world and that everyone should love each other. fuck that. the world is a cruel and dark place, i'm just trying to make people see that. obviously, people are afraid of the truth and, you know what? i'm here to give you a reality check.
romance is a no go for me. i don't do the whole 'love' thing and i don't think that i ever will. not once in my entire life have i been told that i am loved by anyone. not my parents, not my friends, not anyone. i've lived my life without love and i've turned out pretty well, if only for myself. the reason i can't handle relationships is because of what happened with one of my foster fathers; not many people know about my story, even though it was on the news. i've been good at keeping a low profile about it, so no one knows about it.
i have very few friends nd the friends i do have are usually just as much of a cunt as i am. as much as i hate to admit it, they are pretty much all i have and even then, my friends constantly come and go. the only constant one is a girl i've known since elementary school - she was my friend through it all, the murder and everything.
i get into lots of fights with pretty much anyone. i don't judge. well. i do and i do it often. who am i kidding? i don't like fake bitches; girls who pretend like everything is good in the world and that everyone should love each other. fuck that. the world is a cruel and dark place, i'm just trying to make people see that. obviously, people are afraid of the truth and, you know what? i'm here to give you a reality check.
romance is a no go for me. i don't do the whole 'love' thing and i don't think that i ever will. not once in my entire life have i been told that i am loved by anyone. not my parents, not my friends, not anyone. i've lived my life without love and i've turned out pretty well, if only for myself. the reason i can't handle relationships is because of what happened with one of my foster fathers; not many people know about my story, even though it was on the news. i've been good at keeping a low profile about it, so no one knows about it.
i have very few friends nd the friends i do have are usually just as much of a cunt as i am. as much as i hate to admit it, they are pretty much all i have and even then, my friends constantly come and go. the only constant one is a girl i've known since elementary school - she was my friend through it all, the murder and everything.
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